You are just trying to live a happy life you don't give a damn about anything, your own feelings your little achy breaky heart, people around you's feeling you just want to feel happy and carefree. You don't care, you're willing to sacrifice and being someone's "dog" so you could finally have a hint of happiness in life.
So many years spent with the same old shit, you are thrilled with the thoughts of having new people in your life. You would do anything to make this new people to stay. You would do anything to impress this new people. You would do anything, but not caring your own's feelings. You are willing to fake your feelings. Even sometimes this new people do makes you happy and feel alive, deep inside it's all so wrong. That temporary happiness won't work.
In terms do anything to make them stay, you let them torn away the broken pieces of your shattered heart. You let them break the walls you've built for what a living time. You let yourself be a different person you would never thought you will be. You bring them along a journey you're supposed to go through with people you can trust dunya and akhirah. You disposed those people who used to be around with. You became this selfless and ridiculously stupid in defying your own feelings in this small world.
You thought life will work that way. You thought everythings sorted. You thought longing happiness will finally seeping in.
But you are absolutely wrong.
In the end when you thought you have everything you need you are damned with the truths of how blinded you are.
So many years spent with the same old shit, you are thrilled with the thoughts of having new people in your life. You would do anything to make this new people to stay. You would do anything to impress this new people. You would do anything, but not caring your own's feelings. You are willing to fake your feelings. Even sometimes this new people do makes you happy and feel alive, deep inside it's all so wrong. That temporary happiness won't work.
In terms do anything to make them stay, you let them torn away the broken pieces of your shattered heart. You let them break the walls you've built for what a living time. You let yourself be a different person you would never thought you will be. You bring them along a journey you're supposed to go through with people you can trust dunya and akhirah. You disposed those people who used to be around with. You became this selfless and ridiculously stupid in defying your own feelings in this small world.
You thought life will work that way. You thought everythings sorted. You thought longing happiness will finally seeping in.
But you are absolutely wrong.
In the end when you thought you have everything you need you are damned with the truths of how blinded you are.
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