An Annual Event

Recently my used to be best of friend mentioned me on Twitter that sounds like "Tbh i hate the new u. Im such a chicken for telling u this" TO BE FUCKING HONEST I WAS FUCKING SHOCKED AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE IM MORE TO ONE D FANDOM THAN JUSTIN BECAUSE REASONS LAH THEN I NICELY OKAY NICELY ASKED HER TO EXPLAIN BRIEFLY THE "NEW" TU THROUGH DM. 
SO WE WERE BEING HONEST TO EACH OTHER THROUGH THE DMS AND I WAS TOO HONEST TO TELL HER EVERYTHING AND SHE JUST DONT FUCKING GET IT. SHE S FUCKING HARD HEADED AND STUCK UP SHE THINKS SHE IS THE PERFECT LIL ANGEL HERE WHOS PLAYING THE NICE ASS ROLL AS THE CARING FRIEND LIKE FUCK RIGHT OFF U DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL SITUATION URE NOT WITH ME 24/7 I INSISTED OF TELLING HER THAT BUT SHE BEING THE STUCK UP BITCH KEEP ROLLING HER BITCHNESS I JUST CNT. SO ACCUSED ME FOR BEING SO SELFISH BY BEING TRUE TO MYSELF. LIKE LISTEN HERE U LIL PIECE OF SHIT IF UR READING IM SORRY IF USED ALL THESE HARSH WORDS BUT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN FEEL RELIEVED BY GETTING THIS OFF MY CHEST AND GET THIS ONE POINT TROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD. IM TIRED OF CONSIDERING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS IM TIRED OF THINKING ABOUT PEOPLE'S FEELING BECAUSE THERE IS LITERALLY NO ONE EVER CONSIDER TO MIND MY FEELINGS LIKE IM SICK OF BEING HER LIL DAUGHTER WHERE SHE CAN LECTURES ME WHENEVER SHE LIKES AND TRY TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY FUCKING LIFE U MIGHT DONT GET THIS BUT THIS IS THE REAL SITUATION IM NOT OKAY WITH A HUMAN THAT IS NOT MY MOTHER WHO TREATED ME LIKE HER FUCKING BABY ALL THE TIME I GET IT UR A FRIEND WE WENT THROUGH MANY SHITS TOGETHER BUT I DONT NEED TO TELL U EVERY LIL SHIT I DID IM GOING TO DO LIKE IF I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA POOP I DONT FEEL THE NEED TO TEXTS HER SAYING HEY IM GONNA POOP U NEED TO KNOW OR EVEN IM GOING FOR A WALK TO BREATHE I NEED TO GET ALL THESE INFORMATION LIKE I NEED MY FUCKING SPACE U GUYS ARE JUST BEING JUDGEMENTAL JUST BECAUSE U SAW ME LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF WITH MY "TWITTER FRIENDS" DOES NOT MEAN I COMPLETELY IGNORE HER LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IM STILL BESIDE HER LISTENING HOW HER FATHER WENT TO THE WORKSHOP ABOUT HIS FATHER'S CAR HOW HER FATHER THREW HER FUCKING AQUARIUM EVEN HOW PRE SCHOOL HER STRORIES WERE SOUNDED MOST OF THE TIME I STILL LISTEN TO IT I BEAR TO LISTEN TO IT AND U? WHAT THE FUCK DID U DO? NOTHIN RIGHT NOTHIN SO SHUT THE FUCK UP STOP MAKING ME THE MONSTER AND ANIMAL AND SHITS BECAUSE NONE OF THAT ARE TRUE ITS NOT MY FAULT WHEN SHE DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE LIKE ME WHENEVER MY FRIENDS ARE AROUND ITS HER FUCKING CHOICE LIKE DO U FUCKING EXPECT ME TO FORCE HER TO BE IN OUR GROUP? OUR DISCUSSION LIKE SHE DOES NOT GET THE JOKES HOW THE FUCK DO U EXPECT ME TO GET THAT THROUGH HER FUCKING HEAD? OKAY LIKE I ADMIT IT I RARELY HANG OUT WITH HER BECAUSE SHE IS BORING TO BE FUCKING HONEST LIKE IM NOT STAYING THERE LISTENING HOW PRE SCHOOL STORIES LIKE THATS NOT WHAT IM LOOKING FOR EVERYTIME I WENT TO SCHOOL U DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH AT HOME SO SCHOOL IS THE ONLY DISTRACTION FOR ME TO NOT DO STUPID THINGS AND FOR ME TO FINALLY BE THE REAL ME AND FINALLY FREE FROM ALL HER WHINY AND BOSSY ATTITUDE DONT U THINK IT IS A RELIEVED LIKE I MEAN SHE IS NOT A BITCH IT IS HER KINDNESS THAT GETS OVER THE TOP WHERE U CANT JUST WORSHIP AND BOW TO HER EVERY LILTTLE WORDS LIKE IM A HUMAN I HAVE MY RIGHTS. U DONT UNDERSTAND THE PRESSURE IM TRULY DISSAPOINTED AT HOW JUDGEMENTAL U WERE BEING ALL THIS TIME LIKE AFTER ALL T HESE YEARS I TREATED U RIGHT AND NOT LIKE A SHIT THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR RETURNS? HA?
THINGS FOR FUCKING SURE WOULD NOT BE LIKE IT USED TO I DESPISE U ALL WHOLE-HEARTEDLY.JUST GET AWAY FROM ME MY LIFE AND MY FRIENDS YES MY STAY AWAY FROM THEM UR DEFINETLY THE ANIMAL HERE IF U COME NEAR THEM I BADMOUTH THEM TO ME RIGHT?