Worse and worse. Im overthinking...of EVERYTHING. I must face the world that I don't want to be in. I'm so sick of pretending. I'm so sick of saying "Okay, Im fine" when it is terribly not fine. I'm so sick with the same and plain things coming through. I WANT TO DISCOVER NEW THINGS. But I feels like i been stops by something. Fear. People's feelings' People's talking. I'm afraid to do something new. Always be in that situation when my confident's level running down. I want to explore new things that truly can't be real. But, I know I can do it. But, it still undefined. I am sick. So sick. I don't even know who I am. The old me just dissapear. Dissapear. Maybe things will never be the same. But, i can't stop hoping it to be real. I get depressed when I want to starts the conversation and the conversation just..... Ergggg. I'm so sick of YOU! I want you to get your ass out of my life. Like seriously, I dont need you. GO AWAY! I HATE YOU.
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