Here I am.

So, here I am laying down on the coach doing nothing instead of buggling my phone. It's been a while since my last update. Here I am, updating a new post for the most loyal ""followers"" and readers. I'd lost weights and gained heights! Suprising yet it's a happy thing. Facing emotional breakdowns during this Eid. And my birthday is getting near..... And there's nothing to be celebrate. Without her it's uncomplete. Hmm, and I miss her so much. I can't hold my tears. Like.... I mean uhm.... I'd been facing a lot of hard days and chill days with her, together. But now, it's different. I miss her a lot, but she never misses in my prayers.
Ya Allah, aku berdoa dan memohon ampunkan segala dosa nenek ringankan siksaan kuburnya kurniakanlah rahmatMu padanya berikanlah kegembiraan yang tidak terhingga pada Nenek. Berikanlah dia ketenangan. Jagakan dia untuk aku.


Aku menanti bulan Oktober dengan penuh ketenangan. Moga tiada perkara yang tidak diingini berlaku. I just want to be happy.

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