Gelabah.

Assalamualaikum. Yea, its been awhile. Lama gila tak update. Harini berpeluang pulak. So, today is 14th of July. YES ITS JULY ALREEADY!!!! A whole of new stories and experience begins. Got a lot of birthday reminder for July. Uhuhukk pemes ah bulan Julai ni. 
      13- Syasya's birthday. 15- Nysa's birthday. 20- Hari Terbuka. 22- Anis's birthday.
And last but not least. I'd been waiting it patiently... RAMADHAN. Ya Allah, aku sangat teruja menunggu kehadiran ramadhan kali ini. Mama said "Bulan puasa nanti roh roh orang yang dah pergi tu akan dibebaskan" :) Nak doa banyak banyak for arwah Nenek. And for sure, my mood will not gonna be okay. Maybe crying all day and night. But...i will try my best. I do really need support from my beloved ones. Ramadhan, for this year would be so hard for me. Fasting almost whole day without Nenek's support, her voice, her laughter, her cooking. Hm...i dont have any ideas how im gonna face this. Break-fasting without her 'keriuhan', talking about our favorite dishes on bazaar. And, this year im going to the bazaar ramadhan without her. Its gonna be tough. Yes.