Well, I guess this is it.

Well, now its 3 am in the morning still wide awake and im thinking of fasting tomorrow I don't know what's wrong with me lately I really miss my late grandmother Now its school holidays As always, I'd stay at Sg Buloh for this 2 freaking weeks For sure I can't bear it This hous fulls of tons of memories All the happy,sad and much more Masih segar dalam ingatan aku, kena marah dengan nenek sebab malas nak cuci pinggan & cawan, kena tengking sebab terlanggar kaki nenek, tengok telemovie & cerekarama kat dalam bilik dengan nenek, nenek dodoikan aku sebelum tidur, cuci wound nenek, teman nenek pergi hospital, teman nenek kat hospital, overnight kat hospital, nenek senyum dekat aku masa tu, nenek belikan aku Champ tu, temankan nenek hantar barang, pergi office, masakkan maggi untuk nenek, jadi waiter nenek, shopping dengan nenek and MORE.
      But truly she is everything to me She's the one yang first tahu aku period, she's the one yang belikan aku bra lah, she's the one yang faham jiwa aku She's my bestfriend, my mother, my grandmother And I don't even have any ideas how im gonna celebrate my birthday this year Without her, its nothing, nothing that have and must to be celebrated No one's gonna get me the cakes, the present Everybody arounds me were hopeless, only Atok that I can be depend on Neither my parents, nor my bestfriend.
     So, everything is just not worth it now :(
Nanti PMR, in sya Allah aku dapat straight A's nenek takde nak call, or tanya pasal result, and celebrate sekali. I tell ya, everythings getting sucks without nenek.